Today, I tried the herbs and could see results already. In addition, I asked for the ability to forgive all the ways that I’ve felt betrayed.
Then, I created another Sand painting, placing my sacred stones of intentions inside. I blew my ideas about myself, others, the world, the planet, the galaxies, etc… I released as much as I could access. I gave it over to Mother Earth to recycle. I set clear Intentions of inviting forgiveness, empowerment of the Divine Feminine, balance with the Masculine, and Abundance.
I left the circle open to continue to work with releasing and holding space for more perfection to enter. As I reached the end, I was filled with a serene grace. I could see clearly that working with the spirit allies of the Earth have brought me more fully here. They are teaching me to live on this planet, a challenge I have struggled with all of my life.
I remember being elated to learn meditation because for me it was a way off of the planet and out of my body. Finally, I could return home without having to wait for death. I left my body every chance I got. I struggled with money constantly and didn’t even realize how ungrounded I was for years!
Now, I see that this path is training me to unite with the Earth and all that it offers. I am humbled by the vastness of what I’ve missed, until now.